Tiff for Christ Blog

 This morning, I was talking with God. I wanted to get to know Him better. What better way to do that than ask Him normal questions? "How is your morning going, God?" I inquired. "It is going well," He replied. "There are many people praising My Name as they begin their day to live according to My Willl. They come to me with a thankful heart, and because they are thankful, I am going to bless them today with some amazing things. I am going to fill them with joy, love, and peace that only comes from Me. They are going through some ahrdships, but they are keeping their eyes on Me. They are trusting Me, so I am going to provide for them. I am working in their lives to make it happen. It is something I have been working on for a long time. How is your morning going, Tiffany?" "That is so amazing, Father God. My morning is going wonderful. I am so thankful Skylar is doing much better after a sudden fever and nausea at 1 in the morning. Thank you for answer

 Imagine yourself in a secret place, and the Spirit of God is speaking to you. He shows you that—in the next 24 hours—you will die. You are told that you will be: - punched in the face - kicked in the sides - whipped until you bleed - forced to carry a heavy chair, rope, and with chains of cement - forced to trek half a mile while still bleeding, spat on by the on-lookers, and jeered at - You won't say a single word to curse any of them, because you knew them, once upon a time. They were friends. They were people you healed, and ones you spoke words of encouragement. They all turned on you. Even your best friends abandoned you. - They force you to sit down in the heavy chair on the edge of a fishing pier, tie you with the ropes.  - To make sure you don't get out of there, they staple your skin to the chair, and some nails and hammer. - Then they push you off the pier into the shark-infested water. Instantly, you feel their small teeth eating at you. They're not big sharks. 

 There were quite a few prophetic posts I've been mediating on recently. I am writing this to process all that is happening. Romans 12:1-10 spoke especially to me today.  First was that I needed to have God heal the self-divisive spirit in my heart that led to self-hate, self-"all sorts of negative condemning words". I had a problem with guilt and condemnation, not wanting to be appreciated or be honored because I felt so unworthy. Once I gave those up, and accepted self-unity, self-love from God, I gave over my will and taking His Wil. I let His Will to completely submerge mine. We have to completely let our will be totally enclosed by His like dunking ourselves in the ocean of the Holy Spirit's will. Once we honor ourselves the same way God honors us, we can then honor others moe than ourselves which is a crazy amount of honor. We have to completely give over our will to God for His Will to take the place of our will. Once we do that, we will have increased freedom

  In doing my Word study, I felt the Lord speaking to me about this meaty passage and I needed to share this with you. It is James 1:12-27 NASB translation. 12 Blessed is a man who perseveres under trial; for once he has been approved, he will receive the crown of life which [the Lord] has promised to those who love Him. In life, we will face difficult situations. No one is safe from facing hardships. But if you stick it out and come out on top with Christ Jesus, you will find you gain the crown of Life. After that, there will be no more trials, hardships, difficult situations that you will ever face again. Do not forget God’s promise to you if you Love God, stick with Him, and He will stick with you.   13 Let no one say when he is tempted, "I am being tempted by God"; for God cannot be tempted by evil, and He Himself does not tempt anyone. In popular culture, people like to say that God is tempting them to try something amazing, like a bag of gourmet chocolates when

I want you to insist on these things, so that those who have believed God might be careful to devote themselves to good works. These are good and profitable for everyone. Titus 3:8 When we share truths we learn from God, we need to pass on these messages to people so that they can learn the truth about what it means to follow Jesus. The messages we share are excellent and help sanctify others. Do not hold back your knowledge out of fear of offending someone or afraid of sharing your mistakes.  We all make mistakes, and learning from mistakes is a good teacher because you know what to do next time. You can also let others know how you moved past your mistakes. Do not be afraid to offend anyone with the truth because the world is inherently hateful towards truth. They don't want their deeds exposed. John 3:19-20 is a good verse to review on this subject. Go and share what you have learned from your experience (a.k.a., your testimony) to what you learned from reading the Bible. 

 I have struggled with accepting being honored and love. I felt that I don't deserve that because I know I will mess up just like I had messed up in the past. I rather God be honored beyond measure. Then there was a post about what love is and isn't. 1 Corinthians 13:4-6.  I went to go spend time with God on this matter, and asked Him to show me love, how I can love others. I was a selfish person, always wanting something from others, and being jealous of what I don't have but want. As I sang my prayers to God: Show me love! Show me how to love! Then the words Spirit of Rejection came to me: I give up the spirit of rejection to you! I give up the spirit of orphan to you! I give up the spirit of widow to you! I receive your spirit of love! We need to recognize that when we lack love, we may be holding a spirit of rejection, orphan spirit, and widow spirit.  Love is not a feeling but a decision.  We need to give those over to God in Jesus Name, and be covered with the blood o

 I waited on the Lord, and in my personal Idaho, I saw movements like people beyond the Idaho images. Then the images faded and I saw dark red flame burning, and it changed to light blue. I inquired the Lord about it, and He replied, "I AM SANCTIFYING YOU. KEEP WAITING ON THE LORD AS I CONTINUE TO MAKE YOU MORE PURE AND INTO LIKENESS OF CHRIST." Then I fell into a waking dream. I am outside with my two girls playuing in the front yard. My oldest wants to see if a neighbor could play with her. I give her permission to go ask him. While she is gone, two men comes by my home carrying rebar on their shoulders. I freak out and get my youngest girl in the house and try to figure out how to call the police for help. I look for a weapon and I grabbed my shofar.  My step dad hears my cry for help and comes with a rifle. He has a chat with the men and doesn't give them permission to come in. They ignore him and tries again to get in the house. I'm unable to unlock the door. Dad

 We must always fix our eyes on Jesus as our biggest desire. Everything else is a distraction. We need to keep giving things over to Him, and keep our gazes—our spiritual eyes and focus—on Jesus. That's where we find our identity.  -- Today's word from the sermon --- I was able to only snatch a few words of what was said in church service today. It is thi: "...three times a day, and pray in tongues" -- I assume it means we need to read the Word as often as we can.  "If you don't get into the Word, you're going to get nothing out of it. You will get nothing."

 In the dream, I was suddenly taken captive from somewhere and put into a large stone building. There were demonic spirits chasing me inside it, and it was dark, and I ould not see more than a few feet in front of me. The building turns out to be a maze, and I could also, paradoxically, sense there's huge spaces around me on either side of my path. I searched for a way out of the building, and I am being pursued by demons. I reached a wall, and slipped out through the gap, and there were two demons waiting for me outside the brown building. It was just their regular run of the mill assignment to make sure no one can really escape. They start taking me back inside. Then I wake up. I am not sure of the interpretation of this dream at this time. I will edit if I do.

  The LORD God shared a message He wants to share with you... YOU ARE MY GEM. I AM THE LORD YOUR GOD; NOTHING WILL EVER CHANGE THAT—THERE IS NEVER GOING TO BE ANY OTHER GODS BESIDES OURSELVES THE TRINITY. I AM A BEING ALL MUST ANSWER TO. CLOSE YOUR EYES AND SEE MY PRESENCE HAS NEVER LEFT YOU. THE WORLD IS CRYING FOR ME, ALL THE GROUND, THE ROCKS, THE WATER, THE CLOUDS, EVEN THE SUN IS CRYING. MY CREATURES AND THE FAUNA IN WHICH HUMANITY IS DESTROYING, THE EARTH IS BEING DESTROYED BY MAN FOR THEIR SELFISH AMBITIONS. I AM DEEPLY GRIEVED, AND FOR THIS REASON, I WILL BE SENDING MY SON TO GET HIS BRIDE VERY SOON. THEN I WILL BEGIN MY JUDGEMENT. THE NATURAL EARTH IS WAITING FOR IT WITH THEIR BATED BREATHS. ALL THE PEOPLES ARE SENSING SOMETHING HAS SHIFTED IN THE SPIRIT—THE ANGELS ARE READYING THEMSELVES FOR THE DAY THAT IS TO COME WHEN ALL MUST BE FULFILLED. THIS IS YOUR CALL TO GET READY. COME TO MY SON, HE WANTS YOU, DESPERATELY. YOU ONLY NEED TO DECIDE TO STOP WHAT YOU ARE DOING AND GIVE